My mother passed away on December 10, 2009. I needed a way to help myself work through the grieving process. I knew that just writing an occasional entry in a paper journal wouldn't help me deal w/ the myriad of emotions. I've pledged to write in this blog every day for a year to chronicle what I hope will lead from the pain of mourning to the glory of remembrance.
Showing posts with label Tennis Towel. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Tennis Towel. Show all posts
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Wednesday, 11 August 2010 -- Day 234 (247)
It's there at the bottom of my tennis bag. That's where I always keep it, but I haven't needed it much this summer. Tonight, sweat dripping while playing tennis w/ Maddy, I remembered it was there at the bottom of my bag. Mom helped Maddy make it for me a couple of summers ago when Maddy stayed w/ her and Dad for a week. A week at Grandma Miller's always involved trips to the library, Vacation Bible School, swimming, and a sewing project. The sewing project that now sat in the bottom of my tennis bag involved sewing some red, white, and blue, fabric tennis rackets onto a white terry cloth towel. Tonight was the first time I used this towel since Mom passed away. It was fitting that Maddy was w/ me so she could point out which of the tennis rackets Mom sewed on first to show her how to do it. I never knew that until tonight sitting on a bench at the tennis court w/ my Maddy May. I realized that Mom was sitting there w/ us too. W/o her we wouldn't have been there sitting on that bench, and we wouldn't have anything w/ which to wipe our faces.
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