Sunday, 28 November 2010 -- Day 343 (356)

It was indeed a difficult holiday weekend, culminating in attending Sunday morning church service w/ Dad.  The children's choir sang, and not seeing Mom up there leading them brought the tears.  I didn't bother trying to hide them.  I've decided that showing emotion is a healthy outlet.  I'm going to try wearing my heart on my sleeve for awhile in hopes that I can better deal w/ the myriad of emotions I continue to feel.  "Showing it w/o blowing it" is my theme right now.  I definitely felt Mom's presence in church this morning.....I went, I felt, and I somewhat conquered.