Mourning Glories

My mother passed away on December 10, 2009. I needed a way to help myself work through the grieving process. I knew that just writing an occasional entry in a paper journal wouldn't help me deal w/ the myriad of emotions. I've pledged to write in this blog every day for a year to chronicle what I hope will lead from the pain of mourning to the glory of remembrance.

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Monday, May 3, 2010

Monday, 03 May 2010 -- Day 134 (147)

I'm going to take my ball and go home. I don't want to play anymore.

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