Today was a whirlwind of activity, and I can't exactly say where all the time went. I gave two finals in the morning then was a grading fool for the rest of the day. Zumba w/ Kenzie in the early evening led to chillin' on the couch w/ Maddy.
I could say the same for this past year.......I don't know where all the time went. Some nights were dreadfully long, but this blog helped me deal w/ all the emotions. Some nights were just too difficult to face those emotions so I postponed them for a day. Some nights I wished the year or mourning was over b/c I just knew all would be well by 23 December 2010. Some nights were firsts, others were lasts. Some nights flew by w/ the exhaustion of softball games or walking the streets of London or touring the chateaus of France. But some nights turned into the next nights, and gradually I began to feel that I would be okay. Because somewhere along the nights, I gave myself permission to love, honor, and miss my mother w/o regrets.
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