Saturday, 23 January 2010

In the last two days I've realized just how "out-of-the-loop" I've become. I learned last night that a friend's daughter got married and her other daughter is pregnant. Today another friend was talking about a movie that had been in theatres, and I'd never even heard of it. This is not like me. I'm usually very aware of my surroundings and the people in my life. Somehow life kept going these last six weeks, and I've been in a holding pattern. I feel like I jumped off a merry-go-round to push it faster, and now I'm struggling to keep up with it as I attempt to jump back on. Maybe all the fog we've had has penetrated my brain. I just feel out-of-it.