My mother passed away on December 10, 2009. I needed a way to help myself work through the grieving process. I knew that just writing an occasional entry in a paper journal wouldn't help me deal w/ the myriad of emotions. I've pledged to write in this blog every day for a year to chronicle what I hope will lead from the pain of mourning to the glory of remembrance.
Friday, January 8, 2010
Friday, 08 January 2010
I feel nothing. I am empty. I feel disconnected. I am drifting. I feel betrayed. I am abandoned. I feel anger. I am frustrated. I feel something after all. I am a liar.
Mari - I know this feeling - It's been 8 years since my first husband passed away and I still have these feelings weekly. I have since remarried, but for some reason there is just no getting rid of these feelings. They get better as time progresses, but they (for me) don't ever seem to go away. I wish there was some way to fill this void, because for me it's a very yucky feeling to have. Mari - you will be in my prayers!!! Kim 'Roesner' Ziesmer
Mari - I know this feeling - It's been 8 years since my first husband passed away and I still have these feelings weekly. I have since remarried, but for some reason there is just no getting rid of these feelings. They get better as time progresses, but they (for me) don't ever seem to go away. I wish there was some way to fill this void, because for me it's a very yucky feeling to have. Mari - you will be in my prayers!!! Kim 'Roesner' Ziesmer
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