There are times when I just want to crawl in a hole and hide, hoping no one will find me. I know it's a blessing to be needed, but I think it's also possible to be needed too much......especially when I'm putting others' needs before my own. I don't think I could've talked to Mom about this one since she seemed to thrive on fulfilling the needs of others.
Okay, I'm back......Maddy needed me to pick her up from youth group. And that's exactly what I'm talking about. You should probably just ignore me right now.......I'm tired and whiny. I actually do a lot of what I want to do: going to zumba and purse parties and a holiday parade of homes and Coffeehouse & a wrestling meet at the college, although the latter two were mostly for my students. For the most part, I'm living my life on my own terms.
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