My mother passed away on December 10, 2009. I needed a way to help myself work through the grieving process. I knew that just writing an occasional entry in a paper journal wouldn't help me deal w/ the myriad of emotions. I've pledged to write in this blog every day for a year to chronicle what I hope will lead from the pain of mourning to the glory of remembrance.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Thursday, 19 August, 2010 -- Day 242 (255)
I decorated my girls' school lockers yesterday afternoon for their volleyball season. I felt like a cheerleader again. We never decorated players' lockers, but we did spend considerable amounts of time making posters to hang in the hallways. So as I created and cut and taped, I smiled, realizing how much happier I was doing this for my daughters than I ever was doing it for my peers. Not sure if I ever mentioned this, but Mom was a cheerleader too until she got married at 16 and quit school after her junior year. I just now realized that she would've finished her junior year of high school as a married woman since Mom and Dad were married 16 January 1947. It all makes sense now. She used to tell me how Dad didn't want her to be a cheerleader anymore after they got married. She should've been still been a cheerleader for the basketball season. How strange to have heard Mom mention this for most of my life and for it to just now sink in. I must be the ultimate in dense. I guess I've never really taken the time to put all the details of Mom's life in perspective. If it wasn't for this blog, I'm not sure that I ever would.
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