My mother passed away on December 10, 2009. I needed a way to help myself work through the grieving process. I knew that just writing an occasional entry in a paper journal wouldn't help me deal w/ the myriad of emotions. I've pledged to write in this blog every day for a year to chronicle what I hope will lead from the pain of mourning to the glory of remembrance.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Tuesday, 13 April 2010 -- Day 114 (127)
Well, I started tonight's blog an hour ago, but I was having writer's block just staring at a white screen. After awhile the white screen reminded me of ice cream so we had to go to Dairy Queen. I had a twist cone b/c a vanilla one reminded me too much of the blank screen waiting for me at home. Then when we got home I was feeling guilty about the cone so I took Kea, the dog, for a walk to burn off the ice cream. I love to walk, and I love ice cream. I think that's a healthy, symbiotic relationship. When Mom was alive and healthy, she used to walk two miles every morning. She enjoyed the exercise as well as the solitude and time to think. Her dad loved to walk too for all the same reasons. Me too, but I also love to walk w/ others or w/ a dog. Walking outside is so much more exciting than walking on a treadmill or even an elliptical. Walking inside tonight wouldn't have allowed Kea to find the frog trying to cross the road. She didn't hurt it, but she did try to pounce on it w/ her front paws. This is why we tend to call her Kea the Cat. Don't worry no animals were harmed in the writing of this blog or on this walk. The ice cream and the walk worked........my writer's block is gone. I think it went straight to my hips.
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thanks for making my day; sorry we didn't connect last night. You always make my day; knowing that you are doing well and hearing you enjoyed ice cream and a walk made me smile - I could see you and Mom both enjoying a cone as you walked along giggling and doing the "off to see the wizard" walk. love you - ron
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