I have to have faith that the powers-that-be know what they're doing. I must trust that God took Mom so young for a reason and that this reason will someday be made known to me. I must trust that Kenzie's softball coach knows what she's doing by starting another girl at second base for varsity when Kenz has been playing so well there for junior varsity. It's all about communication. I pray to God that he will help me understand why Mom couldn't be here another 10 of 15 more years to see my daughters graduate high school and college and get married and have children. I pray that Mackenzie's coach will help her understand why she was passed over for a starting position that she has been working hard at to prove her worth.
I also have to have faith that I'm doing exactly what I'm supposed to be doing. Sometimes I'm not sure that I'm where I should be personally and professionally. It seems so much simpler for others to know their special purpose. I watched a Daddy Longleg spider wrap an ant and pull it up into its web. The entire process took about 15 minutes. I can be back-and-forth to the refrigerator three times for a snack in the time it took this spider to wrap up one big meal or several small snacks. This spider is doing exactly what he was programmed to do w/ no doubts or questions. I have to trust that I'm doing exactly what I'm programmed to do w/o any doubts or questions. I also have to trust that Kenzie's softball coach is subject to the same programming, but I don't think there's anything wrong w/questioning the programmer.
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